I don't want to grow up anymore. Its no fun at all. Rather, I want a rewind buton in life so that I can go back to the beautiful old days. Tension free days. Happy days. Growing up is not living. Its fighting. Fighting for survival. Fighting to make livelihood. Fighting to get a life. And in the end of this fight, life ends. Oh God! I'm too stressed. Worries and worries are all I have nowadays. For future. For life. Its killing the present. I don't know what's the main element of this disturbance, but its getting too much to bear. Its giving me a constant headache. Nothing really interests now. Always I'm distracted. Mind's wandering around. I feel terrible these days. I know there's no way out. But, I'm not liking this at all.